Shooting Star

Week 10 

Week 10 

I used to walk down the street like I was a fucking star... I want people to walk around delusional about how great they can be - and then to fight so hard for it every day that the lie becomes the truth.
— Lady Gaga

This week, week 10, yes, I have been doing this for 10 weeks now and that makes me feel a little proud. Okay, so I feel a lot proud. I have been able to, for the most part, continue making photographs every week and it's so crazy to think that doing so has helped me out in LIFE!
So last week was actually pretty emotional and I felt very simple and bare, as I stared at my half naked and half made up face, I pondered if each side was different. I quickly realized that no, I am who I am, at all times. 

I have had such rough couple of weeks, it's always a roller coaster, something goes amazing and then something falls apart. And when I really think about it, that's the reality of life. And if we don't enjoy every minute, including the bad ones, then what was this all for in the end?
And maybe I think about it too much but thinking that the one life we are given is the greatest gift of all, that just makes me happy. 

The Lady Gaga quote has been in my mind ever since I read it, 7 years ago, when I was 14, I can't imagine where I would be without my confidence and sometimes you gotta fake it until you make it. 

This post, this week, was a little different from the rest, and it might happen, that I just decide to change format and the way I do things, but change is rarely a bad thing, if we accept it and decide to work with it, it can only benefit us. 

I also wanted to say that I am going to try to do more fashion and make up posts, as this blog is being dominated by life and art posts, so I do want to say that it won't be that way for long! 
I also got myself a new instagram, so if you want to follow me there, I will be posting all things blog-related and it'll mostly also be fashion and beauty! 

And lastly for this post, I just want to say how thankful I am about everyone in my life, I often resist change but lately I have just accepted it and that means letting people go, letting people in, etc. 
And it is SO, so, humbling to know that so many people care about me, it's just a little insane how amazing some people are. 
Not all hope is lost in humanity, look around and you might find something you're extremely grateful for, and if you don't. 
Take a walk and some deep breaths and take life in. 

yours truly,

BELAIR BEAUTIFUL